UPDATE: Hey guys! Looks like I’m not taking that break right now. I did go to the hospital today and luckily I was able to come home. However I do think that break will happen sometime soon. I just wanted to let you know that I am home and I will continue to read and post reviews and such until the time comes when I need that break.
Before I get into why I might be taking a break I just want to say I’m sorry to any authors who have sent me a book for review. I promise I will get to your book as soon as I possibly can. I don’t plan on be gone too long.
The reason I am most likely taking a break is because I am having some health problems. I was told that I probably need surgery and I have been putting this off for three years. You might be asking why I would put something like this off for so long and the reason is I have anxiety. Really bad anxiety. To be completely honest, I might not even get the courage to go to the hospital today even though I had a weird feeling in my chest, right around where my heart is, and got dizzy and almost passed out.
If I do manage to go to the hospital today, there is a chance that I will finally be having that surgery. That is why I might be taking a break from blogging. I just don’t think I will feel up to writing reviews, posting, even reading. If I do feel up to reading, I will probably want books that aren’t too heavy, because I might be weak. I will want something that is a fast read and something that wont trigger my anxiety. I also don’t want to pick up any books that I’m supposed to be reviewing. I will probably be on something for the pain and something about reading a book I’m supposed to review while on some kind of drug just doesn’t seem right.
I do have posts already scheduled for the rest of the week and one or two random ones for next week. I wont have time to do anymore than that. I hope everyone understands and sticks with me. I will try not to be gone too long. If I leave at all.
Oh, I’m also sorry if this post isn’t too great. My chest is bothering me and so is my anxiety so I don’t feel like re-reading and re-writing it a thousand times before posting it. Sorry if there are typos and stuff.